Monday, November 18, 2013

Messed up.

Its annoying how you keep me waiting day and night for your text. You said 'jap', 'brb', 'text u later'. Fuck all that. You never did return. Fuck all that. And fuck you. Why are you doing this to me? Were you like this when you're with your ex and you contacted me? I didn't know. And I regret. Maybe because I 'stole' you from her, someone else is trying to steal you from me? And you? That easy? Really? How long did you stay and tried your best to get me? 5 months. How long did it take for you to get bored of me and find someone else? 4 months. Thats not even equal. Man, I regret ever knowing and loving you. I'd rather continue the 3 years of loving someone I can't have. My biggest regret was giving my first kiss to you. I thought you'd be different. But you're just the same as Raihan and Faiz. I'm so disappointed with you. I'd rathee be single than be in a relationship that makes me feel alone... but I still love you. That's stupid and that hurts.

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