Intern 1st Phase

I should probably write here often. It's the only place I can rant and not be judge. okay I'll still be judged, but I wouldn't know, would I? HAHA.

April 2017

Intern starts. All drama left behind. I need this. I WANT this. I can do this. It's my life, and I have to prove to pricks that I can go further thanks to them, or thanks to their disappearance. Everything seems to be okay now. Cool and steady. BUT what am I doing at my intern again?

God I miss school and friends. Life here is boring. You sit and stare and do nothing for a whole 10 hours. Who knew intern could this bloody boring. Unbelievable. Got my first pay. It was pathetic, but at least I have some cash for the "work" I did. Glad to say I survived the first 3 days I was thrown here.

May 2017

Dad's birthday came by so fast. Thankfully I had money to treat him something. It wasn't much, but it will have to do for now. Work has gradually improved. I read documents, edit documents, and then I'm back to staring. but at least now I have a laptop, and I can listen to music and act like i'm doing some work. 

Days go by without a proper project, or a decent work. LO is getting in my nerves, and supervisor clearly doesn't give a shit. I had 4 MCs in 1 month of working at this place. Got really worried about my pay. Can you imagine losing $110 just because I'm sick of work lol joke but it would be horrible.

I did manage to get something rather important to do nearing the end of the month, but
I wished it was something better. LO wouldn't stop nagging and making us feel guilty. How am I supposed to feel guilty? I asked. I wanted something. There's nothing for me to do. I can't force them right? I'm so confused but I dealt with the days.

Maybe things would be better in the fasting month?