Hospital...

TIRED! Super tired. Why am I like this? Why am I the one to face the challenges? Well, I have no idea either. Now, I have to go back and forth to the hospital. Good? Being absent and sick or have half-presence attendance in school is however, not good at all. Now, tell me, if it's good, in what way? Is it when your friends just constantly ignored you cus they are irritated by your absence? Or is it when you started to feel that you are a big pain to the family and a burden to your parents that you hate yourself? Well, let me tell you. It's not good at all. Both of this are not good at all. Nothing good about being sick. On the other side of facing all this, you have to face the constant pain that causes you to get irritated. In addition to this, you will start to worry about death and will go check this and that and to the limit is, thinking about cancer. When it's confirmed negative, you'll be thinking of other facts and illness. OH I'M SO TIRED!!!