Thursday, October 3, 2019

I am terrible at this XD

Well, first of all, HI!

Hahahaha I know, I know. I am really bad at keeping a constant update of my blog. Well, not like anyone is a major follower anyway, but seriously hahaha. Anyway, in regards my last post, I do have a lot to update and share, but I don't think I can do that in 2 days. So... I'll do the summary for events I can recall 😅😂

Okay so, I got into roleplaying a few months after I started work. Met a lot of very interesting people, also a lot of child predators and really just assholes. Skipping them, I would to mention one friend, N, whom I met on 1st October 2018 that is still my friend now, still roleplaying with me (a different story now lol) and has never tainted me (seriously). He's also been an amazing guy that I kinda had a crush on for a short while (very long actually). Well, we would've dated if we were closer to each other. Besides he doesn't do long distances so that's why hahaha.

Apart from that guy, I forgot to mention A, K and J. I met both A and K when I first got into group roleplaying. Ironically, before I met N. A is an amazing that has unbelievably a lot of similarities to me. The things we faced, the things we liked, our personalities. We're like literal twins, a photocopy of each other. I'm two years older than her though hahaha. K was the admin of my first group, also a magnificent girl who resonates a lot with me. A sensitive and emotional girl just like A and myself. These are my two girl besties in the RP. We've even made a pact to visit each other in the near future, and I will see to it that I do. Lastly, J. Cute guy, cute personality. He treats me like a sister, so I guess he is my brother. I used to have a crush on him and vice versa,  but things turned out differently. He just recently started dating K thanks to moi, so I'm happy for them. He and K are both a year older than me, but treat me very differently hahaha. It's rather unfair to say that he is the last, considering I have made much more great friends, but these four are very important ones to me.

Fast forward to late November-December, we both got into a group RP and I met this guy, M, younger than me. A helpless romantic, like me. A guy with plenty of issues, but I loved him for who he is. We dated after a while of flirting and joking around, but it was short lived. It was toxic for the both of us. I was too hard on him and he was too confusing for me, so we went our separate ways. It  was low-key a relief, but I do miss him sometimes. We're still friends, and we still talk and update each other on our lives. He asked me to get back together a few months after we broke up but I knew it wasn't what he truly wanted nor was it something I needed. It  worked for the best, I''d say.  He's now dating someone else too, so congrats, buddy. 😊

A couple of months after, I dated Mec, which I am still currently dating as of now. YES, I have a boyfriend! Finally hahahah. He's much older than me, much more matured, is a single father of 3. He's been very supportive and amazing despite having a very busy  life. We hit a very hard time and is still facing it right now but I'm thankful that he's willing to face all this with me. I do hope we'd see this year to the end and also walk into next year together, but I do have my concerns. We'll keep that hush-hush for now. I love you, bb 💕💓

That is pretty much it. I'll get into my real life  in my next post, probably in the next few hours or so. Time to go now, but I promise I'll be back shortly. Fazzy - out.

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